Updates For 2015

Hey,

Good evening people! It's been 5 months since I last updated. And it has been too long. So I decided to do a quick update on myself.

I have moved to Kahang, Kluang, Johor, Malaysia.

Up in the hills, in the middle of a forest and surrounded by four mountains.

I'll be more detailed when I have the time for it. But right now I'll be brief.

I am still in a relationship with Adi Ksatria, Eddie, and we have passed our 9th month together. Hopefully we'll get to reach the one year anniversary together.

Things have been pretty pleasant here in Kahang. And I'm not hating it ad I thought I would before I moved. The land and house is under my name in case something were to happen to dad.

I don't want to think of any negative thoughts but it is the truth we all have to go through some day. Some faster than others.

I am currently waiting for tomorrow rather impatiently for I have the need to call Skynet courier services branched in Kluang. I have yet to receive my parcel... Hopefully I will be getting it soon for I have not heard any good feedbacks from their customers.

These are expensive dresses I bought and they better not ruin it or I'll kill em 😒😒

Well I think that is it for now.

Til I blog again.

Ja ne, minna-san!

Lost in Abyss

So then the evening wind blew against my face softly. As if to soothe my aching soul.

A black abyss lays awake. Waiting to devour my very being.

A sword plunged into my chest, straight through my heart.

Blood spilled everywhere, staining the battlefield with such dread.

A moments delay is all it takes, for my enemy to advance forward.

His vanguard charging through my defenses, breaking into the loopholes of my formation.

The harsh reality of death overwhelmed my soldiers,

They fled, abandoning their queen as I sat upon my majestic steed.

Pegasus was its name, holding his ground bravely as I rode him through the battle.

Stomping my enemies as they came closer to us, kicking away weapons raised against us.

My brave and loyal steed.

My four generals in a formation, protecting my person as we barged.

Rain, Ralphus, Joe and Reygal.

A dragon slayer, An intelligent tactician, The divine and Invincible Warrior and Lastly, The demon.

A harmony of power as my generals. Whom shall ride this war with me.

In this black abyss, lost in it we shall be.

Fighting against creatures of myths. Against a horde of apparitions. 

We stood tall against their might.

Though countless of days we've fought.

We were victorious!

Despite our misfortune we were in bliss,

Winning a war lost in abyss

Drama Mama

Guten morgen!

Yes, for the last time, I updated my wordpress!!! =.=" *facepalms*
To those who have lost the url to my whirlpool of emotional poems on my wordpress, just click the wordpress in the first sentence of this paragraph!

Now, on to more interesting details! Today is the 11th day of Ramadhan! Wow, how time flies. When you are actually enjoying something, you really don't keep track of the things around you.

Well at the very least my fever has gone down considerably. I'm back to work! I'm too bored without my elder brother around. *pouts* Well it gets lonely when you're the only child left in the house to entertain your parents. *giggles* Now what I'd like to say is, even though it is a little late,
Ramadhan Al-Mubarak to all Muslims around the world. May this holy month bring us closer to Allah and open our hearts to be more faithful to him Insha Allah, Ameen Ya Rabbal A'lamin.

Well for now, I shall head back to sorting out my files since it is a little messy before I have to get some documents ready for my sub-con.

Until I find time to update again,
Stay healthy all, May God bless you Insha Allah, Amin.

Ja Ne! Sayonara Minna-san!

Return Of My King

Disregard my previous post. Found out there was a slight problem with his annoying phone which has turned to scrap *giggles*

So it's 2014~

New Year's resolution? Hahahahahaha
Oh dear God~

"Azam" baru aku tak menentu sangat bhaiy! Especially with my O level results popping on the 13 of January. *gulps*

Anywaaaaays.... I'm just glad 2013 is over and 2014 has come... Did I mention I'm turning 18 =.=" *sighs*

Nonetheless nothing much shall be said til something interesting falls on my feet. Til then, Ja Ne minna!

My Fear

Sickness..??

Past few days have been hectic for me. With mom and dad being sick despite their strong facade they put on for my siblings to see. But I know them far better than that. With dad and his chest pain and mom with her shoulder joint hurting and quite often asthma attacks at night.

With my sister off with her hubby and 7months old son to Malacca for a family vacation in lue to their second anniversary and my second brother at work. I'm the only one mom and dad has. And they are the only ones I have.

Even I have to put on this stupid fake smile on my face to avoid making them worry. Why? Because I too am an asthma patient. It has been a few cold nights lately. Causing a few slight asthma attacks for me. But not as bad as mom. Alhamdulillah.

I just hope nothing bad goes as today. With dad... Never mind. 

I'm alone. With none to share my worry. No friends. *smiles sadly* 

I can't pour my heart out to Kei. He has his plates full as it is with Hana-san going in and out of dialysis and chemotherapy. I hope she gets better. My parents too... They aren't getting any younger nor getting healthier...

I'm scared of what reality and life has to offer. I know the bitter truth will have to be faced one day in the future. But I just hope not in the near future. Ya Allah... Panjangkanlah umur dan sihatkanlah badan mak dan bapak aku Ya Allah. Amin Ya Rabbal A'lamin.

Interesting week

Hey hi!

Hows all been lately? Well my week was pretty much mundane from Mundane to Thunkday :P
So I've been missing my nieces and nephews for the past, what? months?
So here's a few of the hundred pics I've snapped via #webcamtoy (click hash tag to see)

Here I am with my Eldest Brother's second child, Sara Atika... She's an annoying brat has learnt the power of being a vain pot! My god =.=" She's like the worse replica of me+azrin. Why? Because she just doesn't know when to shut up! hahaha But I love her nonetheless ♥ She's a sweetheart though a lil noisy ^.^ Scratch that, she's ubber noisy~ hahaha She's 4 years old btw ^.^

And here with have Danial Irphan. My eldest Brother's youngest and only son. He's 3 years old I think. A real sweetheart and his negeri 9 accent is freaking thick! Eden punye! hahaha Comey! Cute la my nephew ^.^

We all know my cute eldest sisters eldest child, Siti Nur Amelia who is now 8 years of age!! How time flies! It felt just like yesterday when I touched her the first time in the hospital. I was 9 then mind you. *Giggles*

We know amelia on the right and me in the centre. The one on the left is my eldest sister's youngest, Muhammad Danial Afiq who is 5 years old. Same age as Sara ^.^ Abyaby dah besar giler doe -.- XD

Here we have a full picture of Me(on the right), Amelia(Centre Bottom), Afiq(Left bottom), Adam(Left top) and my younger cousin Amirah on the centre top!

Aren't we the cutest? Hahah Okay I'm just being full of myself again. But why not? Indulge me eh? haha


So anyways, Aidilfitri is a week away, have you got your preparations all ready? Well mine sure are. My baju kurung was made by mom. Wearing white this year ^^
Kasut raya? Ehemmmm Pakai slipa suaaa hehehe
But seriously, I'm wearing flip flops this time around. No way am I gonna wear high heels =.="
It'll be suicidal *snickers*

Anyways that'll be all for now. My youngest nephew is crying so I'm going to annoy him some more :P
Good day! ♥♥♥

Sorafune

Ok so lately I've been listening to Sorafune by TOKIO's vocalist, Nagase Tomoya.
Why you ask?
Simple, I have been re-watching My Boss My Hero... *bursts into a hysterical fit* Hehehehehe yeah well it's too cute to resist uh the drama~

And plus I've been wayyyyy too bored these past few days so what am I to do eh? *giggles* A girl has got to find a way to kill her boredom dontcha think?

And well besides Sorafune, I've been listening to BAAD'S song, Kimi Ga Suki Da To. Well to my anime otaku, yall should know which anime that song is from...

Well ye've guessed it! Slam Dunk!
Orewa Tensai, Basketball! SAKURAGI HANAMICHI NYAHAHAHAHAHA *bounces off like a mad wabbit*

Alright2 that's about it from me *snickers* for now. Hehe...

Til I blog again!

Ja Ne!