My Fear

Sickness..??

Past few days have been hectic for me. With mom and dad being sick despite their strong facade they put on for my siblings to see. But I know them far better than that. With dad and his chest pain and mom with her shoulder joint hurting and quite often asthma attacks at night.

With my sister off with her hubby and 7months old son to Malacca for a family vacation in lue to their second anniversary and my second brother at work. I'm the only one mom and dad has. And they are the only ones I have.

Even I have to put on this stupid fake smile on my face to avoid making them worry. Why? Because I too am an asthma patient. It has been a few cold nights lately. Causing a few slight asthma attacks for me. But not as bad as mom. Alhamdulillah.

I just hope nothing bad goes as today. With dad... Never mind. 

I'm alone. With none to share my worry. No friends. *smiles sadly* 

I can't pour my heart out to Kei. He has his plates full as it is with Hana-san going in and out of dialysis and chemotherapy. I hope she gets better. My parents too... They aren't getting any younger nor getting healthier...

I'm scared of what reality and life has to offer. I know the bitter truth will have to be faced one day in the future. But I just hope not in the near future. Ya Allah... Panjangkanlah umur dan sihatkanlah badan mak dan bapak aku Ya Allah. Amin Ya Rabbal A'lamin.

Interesting week

Hey hi!

Hows all been lately? Well my week was pretty much mundane from Mundane to Thunkday :P
So I've been missing my nieces and nephews for the past, what? months?
So here's a few of the hundred pics I've snapped via #webcamtoy (click hash tag to see)

Here I am with my Eldest Brother's second child, Sara Atika... She's an annoying brat has learnt the power of being a vain pot! My god =.=" She's like the worse replica of me+azrin. Why? Because she just doesn't know when to shut up! hahaha But I love her nonetheless ♥ She's a sweetheart though a lil noisy ^.^ Scratch that, she's ubber noisy~ hahaha She's 4 years old btw ^.^

And here with have Danial Irphan. My eldest Brother's youngest and only son. He's 3 years old I think. A real sweetheart and his negeri 9 accent is freaking thick! Eden punye! hahaha Comey! Cute la my nephew ^.^

We all know my cute eldest sisters eldest child, Siti Nur Amelia who is now 8 years of age!! How time flies! It felt just like yesterday when I touched her the first time in the hospital. I was 9 then mind you. *Giggles*

We know amelia on the right and me in the centre. The one on the left is my eldest sister's youngest, Muhammad Danial Afiq who is 5 years old. Same age as Sara ^.^ Abyaby dah besar giler doe -.- XD

Here we have a full picture of Me(on the right), Amelia(Centre Bottom), Afiq(Left bottom), Adam(Left top) and my younger cousin Amirah on the centre top!

Aren't we the cutest? Hahah Okay I'm just being full of myself again. But why not? Indulge me eh? haha


So anyways, Aidilfitri is a week away, have you got your preparations all ready? Well mine sure are. My baju kurung was made by mom. Wearing white this year ^^
Kasut raya? Ehemmmm Pakai slipa suaaa hehehe
But seriously, I'm wearing flip flops this time around. No way am I gonna wear high heels =.="
It'll be suicidal *snickers*

Anyways that'll be all for now. My youngest nephew is crying so I'm going to annoy him some more :P
Good day! ♥♥♥

Sorafune

Ok so lately I've been listening to Sorafune by TOKIO's vocalist, Nagase Tomoya.
Why you ask?
Simple, I have been re-watching My Boss My Hero... *bursts into a hysterical fit* Hehehehehe yeah well it's too cute to resist uh the drama~

And plus I've been wayyyyy too bored these past few days so what am I to do eh? *giggles* A girl has got to find a way to kill her boredom dontcha think?

And well besides Sorafune, I've been listening to BAAD'S song, Kimi Ga Suki Da To. Well to my anime otaku, yall should know which anime that song is from...

Well ye've guessed it! Slam Dunk!
Orewa Tensai, Basketball! SAKURAGI HANAMICHI NYAHAHAHAHAHA *bounces off like a mad wabbit*

Alright2 that's about it from me *snickers* for now. Hehe...

Til I blog again!

Ja Ne!

Moonlight Cafe @ Bukit Indah

Tired of going to City Square, Johor Bahru, for exquisite food at Delifrance? Well fear not dearest! Because, for my friends living near the area of Nusajaya or Bukit Indah or wherever downward of where CS is, I'd like to introduce to you Moonlight Cafe! Okay enough chatter, just read on!!!

So I had brunch, lunch at Moonlight Cafe located at Bukit Indah. See pic below ;)

The food there was awesome. Service was astounding. Supervisors here and there making sure the workers treat us customers well. Service was tippy toppy. Even dad was impressed with their work. The waiters were very friendly and helpful. Frankly speaking, I'm very satisfied with their branch in Nusajaya, JB.

Now Let's see what I had for lunch with my family eh.

Can't Show you much bout the main dishes We've ordered since it's still in my sister's phone and the fact that I was busy eating rather then snapping pictures of the food. Lol. My apologies >.<

Well that was my sister's lunch. Croissant chicken or something it was called. haha My dad Liked the croissant. Food was good but what spoiled the meal was the chicken. Slightly too big to eat with the croissant even after being cut. Not really a smart choice despite being yummm >.<

Dessers lover? This is Haven with cakes, tarts, cheesetarts, macaroons. You just name it! Its there!

Just four of the six tarts that has sealed its place in my belly belly, belly machine!! Hahahaha. I fell in love with the pastry of this tart. Usually the pastry of the tart would easily break off right? This one does but the part you don't bite stays in place. Its crunchy and melts in your mouth. Delicious! Scrumptious! I'm totally in love !!!!! ♥♥♥ *hearts everywhere*

Kay I'm out of pics but Hey, I seriously recommend you there ^.^

That's about it for now peeps. Happy gallivanting all! 

Scratch!!!

The itch has returned!

I mean seriously, does the mosquitoes think my ankle is an ALL EAT BUFFET?! -.-" it's seriously starting to annoy me. Just you wait, tonight I'll spray like a mad woman!

Anyways, been bored lately.
I haven't any ideas on how to continue my fanfiction hurmmmm

Say have ye heard?
It was hailing in the western parts of Singapore click the link below for the video :)

Hail In Singapore

Well the haze PSI has dropped down to 50 which, according to the Air Quality Descriptor is good compared to the PSI level a few days back which hiked up to over 400. Still, it can't be compared to the PSI level in Muar, Johor, Malaysia. It risen dramatically to a PSI level of 746 on 22nd June 2013, Saturday.

Malaysia government issued an order to stop all schools until further notice.

Which, in my opinion, is the best blessing ever! NO SCHOOL HAHAHA! Santai je la budak2 muar ehk. Ya'll better wear your masks and don't take things for granted uh.

Now, after watching the news, Terengganu's PSI level is in a state of danger.
Lol, congratulations. You are now feeling what we went through a few days ago.
Laugh at us Johorians some more la. Now karma hits you back.
Next time don't laugh at the other state's problems cause the haze will hit you back tsktsk lol

Anyways that's about it for now. I'm gonna go tweet something. Or whatever. Follow me on twitter @zackayu

Have fun yall! Stay safe, Stay healthy. God Bless You All!

Randomness

Hey guys what up!

Yeah here I am again blogging about my random nonsense~ with exactly no money in my bank =.=" Damn

Well I was wondering what if, WHAT IF!!! I started blogging to earn some cash? Perhaps then I wouldn't worry about my $1.27 amount in my bank =.= tskkkk
anyways do tell me what ye think

Boiled peanuts were the ceremonious gift

Dusty!!!

*Coughs*

Hello!

It's been ages since my last post. Gosh I feel the dust bunnies making their small shrine into a temple and soon-to-be lost city! *giggles*

Well, today is the 24th of June year 2013! It's a Monday obviously. Let's see my brother-in-law is officially 40 today. Tsktsk dah tuak brok! hahaha

OK ok updates lately?

Hmm those that I can remember was that on 3rd June 2013, Monday, I sat for my first O level paper. Malay Language.
Haizzz Berdebar dek jantung gua bro! Ape tak nye! Kat Sekolah Menengah Greenview! Dahlah budak Sec5 ku kenal, terutama sekali si Iskandar Akif... Kantoi.. hahaha tapi nasib mamat songalz tu tak kenal aku. Selamat.... *phew*

Hurmmmm anything else I wonder... Tsk nothing much though.. Badak aku si Insyiraf Haqeem tu pe kene ngan awex dia pon aku tak paham.

Now my problem lies in malay oral examination... I honestly don't know how to start the picture discussion :S *panics* what if I fail? *swallows* tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

I'm scared! *shivers*

The almighty ayu is afraid. Sesungguhnye kantoi.... =.="

Gugur bulu ketiak aku siotz hehehehe

Anyways that's it for now. TTFN Yall!

Signing out, TI EYE DOUBLE GEE ERRRRR
TIGGER! AHAHA

Ouch

My poor eenie meenie heart... I always seem to chat with the person I like when his in the bad mood and always get pushed aside. Aiyoh bitch whats your problem sial?

Fucking wake up la!

Enough no more. Don't bother to be nice to people anymore okay. People tend to fake their concern to you when you can't help but worry about them. But they never appreciate you. They always push you aside when you want to be there to help them. It hurts so much. SO MUCH!!! But nobody knows. Nobody cares except themselves. I'm deprived of attention and love. Yeah I admit it. I am very deprived of the attention of the people I love. Please...

Random

Steak steak delicious fat juicy medium rare steak! oh yes delicious steak!

That's what I had for dinner yesterday and breakfast today! haha

Anyways been busy fanfictioning past few weeks till I forgot to blog Mehhhhh =.="

Sayyyy what if I told you my poetic blog is hitting sky rocket!

^_^

2013

so many things has passed and I found myself turning 17 in a day's time.. *Sighs* How time flies... I suddenly feel so old. Why in criminy crickets didn't I enjoy myself when I was just a bub is a question I still ask myself now. Things have changed me over the years. Sweet and bitter moments I learn through my tears. Once again I sigh... Let's relinquish this pain and move on shall we? No more lovers and haters. No more sadness and tears. Focus on something that's worth my sweat and hard work. No more shall I slouch and cry over things I cannot have.

Hence, it is time to move on